I’m beginning 2011 with a vague sense of self, realizing I’m actually a broken version of who I previously thought I was. It’s distressing to realize your flaws are deeper than you originally thought. It’s eye opening and disheartening but it’s motivating me to get better. I’m not sure how to do it but I’m determined to try.
I’ve made mistakes, I’ve been impulsive, I’ve been mindless of consequences and I’ve hurt people. I’ve been closed-off and unwilling to let anyone get too close. I need to get out of this bubble and out of my head.
I’m sure you’re in for some long-winded, cryptic posts with me trying to figure things out. This is your invitation to unfollow before it gets too mind-numbing (more than it already has been, obviously).
You’re welcome.
